Wednesday, February 16
didn't mean to scare anyone. still don't mean to. i'll make this quick before i rush off to do other stuff.
today was a horrible day. let's see.. migraine from wearing glasses, slight hyperventilation from accidentally breathing in some fogging gas, which led to extreme fatigue the rest of the day, slept all afternoon til dinner when i got back, got yelled and glared at by mum, rushed the prayer page out, now gonna start on econs.
i don't really want to let ppl know what's going on.. i don't need to be labelled an attention seeker. i hope nothing happens tomorrow. hope i don't hyperventilate/faint/whatever. or at least if i do.. i hope i do it inconspicuously. i just want to remain a wallpaper flower. blend into the background.
my mum gave me ten bucks cos she feels bad about throwing all my food away. i don't want it. i want to walk away, be by myself for a while. not get scolded for being tired. i wanna sleep. sleep til forever and three days. sleep it all away.
i think she knows. i should care. i'm too tired. i'll care when i feel like it. i'm pure evil. please break my heart.
it must've been love.
11:11 pm
xoxo
